I just don't know where and how to begin.

I'm currently on my not-so-good-mood-slash-I'm-effin-tired-of-my-work. Yes I'm so getting tired with my line of work but the heck I'm still so blessed unlike others who are still on the job hunting thingy. I don't have a life now :P I haven't been to glorietta for the past two weeks eventhough its just a few blocks away from my office. I go home immediately after office hours eh.

I still have one thing bugging me. It's something I shouldn't worry but I can't take it off my mind. Let's just say that I'm starting to like someone. Yess I know I'm super bad but I'm not a member of the major plastic club. I haven't felt this way. It's just that I can't stand the fact that I'm actually liking my partner's bestest bud slash the long time boyfriend of kumare. Shet. call me stupid or anything its ok. I don't know what's happening to me right now. I hate myself for being such a lame ass. I can't help it. I think I have a major crush to him. Just this afternoon we had a short meet-up and my heart kept on pounding and I think I'm blushing. I can't contain it. Really.

Ok fast forward. Oh well I texted my other girlfriend who was with me too. I just told her that I'm starting to be on cloud 9 everytime (insertnamehere) texts or calls me. My gawd. Super like highschool :) oh anyway, I examined myself, and guess what? Its merely an infatuation. Yeah you read it right, infatuation--mere admiration! :P I like him cos somewhat I see my hubby in him. The way he talks, looks, dress up, and some other manerisms. Its such a relief that last night me and him had a time to talk and share stuffs that we missed cos of our work. Now I can really say that its him that I still love the most second to the one above. 

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